Sometimes, you wished…on those long walks in solitary, you dreamed what it’d be like when you’ll get it…day in, day out you kept losing the meaning in rest of the things… they were not as simple as they used to be…you thought you’d lost it…but amidst all that gloom you pinned your hopes on it to be your savior…then you realized that it wasn’t enough to dream of it…something had to be done…a change was imminent…your desire became profound and you ran for it…you joined the race and you became one of them…you went through the lows and you savored your highs…you fought the times when they said you ain’t getting anywhere…you wanted it…now, you were getting closer…you felt it coming…you didn’t hear them playing you down…you kept going while all was going awry…and then you got it!
Now, you stand on the pinnacle and you take a look at what is lying underneath…you have left everything behind…you have crossed the finishing line and now you think whether it was worth it…it didn’t feel like what you thought it would…you can’t see any meaning surrounding you…and you ask yourself ~ why did you run in the first place…what were you chasing…was it this?
No, may be.
With conviction amiss, the clarity obscured and the confidence shattered you can’t figure out anything…you think was it the same you running behind that dream sometime ago and you know the answer.
May be you need to wish again. May be you want to dream again.
May be.
