Realizations-I

Realizations keep you going in life. Each day, I can realize something new about this world, about me, about anything that was and can be. I am being quite realistic when I sit back and decide upon my abilities and potential. You know, it’s just like a long journey that began during those last few days before starting my graduation. Since then I’ve been thinking and truly speaking, I’ve been thinking much. I’ve been seeing this world as a traveler, as an explorer who knows nothing of it. Every moment, every incident leaves behind a new emotion, lasting sometimes even for a few months, putting your mind in a state that might seem weird to many. And when you’ve been through much, you just sit back and try to question you and your identity. When I do that, I go blank!!!

I don’t know if there’s anything meant for me or anyone waiting for me that’ll quench my thirst, that’ll complete my exploration. But then, why do I have to do it??? May be because my brain functions in a way to frame whatever it observes, to make patterns out of whatever comes up from this huge labyrinth. I’ve heard of code breakers, listened to great speakers, read about legendary people who have mastered their fields. I’ve lived what a lyricist might have gone through while writing those lines that touches deep down everyone’s core. I’ve imagined the ecstasy of mind after you come up with something new and jump with joy. I see a small part of me in each one of them. I relate to it, though for a small phase. And then I ask: Who am I??? May be, that’s what I am- living each phase and then… it gets over!!!

I don’t know how people out there, perceive the mundane activities but I wish to see the sense of purpose, the logic behind it all. I mean why do we do what we do??? I see individuals who have found or may be settled for, a purpose in their life. I hear a preacher, and yes, that’s what he does the best. He doesn’t have to do anything with what’s going on in a game of soccer. He just knows, that he can relate to a specific aspect from the whole gamut of human emotions. But, am I right in saying that he limits himself!!! Why can’t he become a soccer coach??? I mean, his abilities may be used in that form as well.

Bottom line:

Do we seek change or do we play safe???
Are we ready to get out of the shell we put ourselves in???
Are we ready to stop taking things for granted and start questioning them???

I guess, I need to know more!!!
Need to live more!!!