As coldplay pour out their melifluous notes here in my room, i just want to be at peace...i don't know why, but i do believe that i can do anything, rather, anyone can do anything.... but there's some purpose to what one really does...there's some essence to the whole thing...but,i...i feel numb!!! As if i just don't want to do anything...what am i here for...do they want me to earn a lot of money, well, i surely can...but do i really need that...what should i do...why am i here...what do i look for around here...there can be so many stories and my life can be anyone of them...i can be a great leader, a great artist or a great lover...but who am i, really???
Am i here to appreciate what has been and will be done by all these people around...just to acknowledge that they did a great job...or am i here just to make up the numbers...you know...i had heard this once, that there are competitors and then, there are those who are there just for pleasure or may be just to loose...am i one of those...who should i believe, is there anyone who'll come up and tell me what my role is in this huge story spanning across years...what difference would it make to anybody if I died right now...why did i come here, in first place...and where would i go from here...
you know, if anyone would ask me to bless someone right now, i'll wish for that person to see things in the Right perspective...life's nothing but, how you choose to see it...right or wrong is a relative point,but having a perspective is always good...at least you can hold a stance and make a point...well, my irony is that i seem to hold none...anything can be wrong and everything may seem to be perfect as well...i mean, try it on your own, pick up any small incident from your life and get into the heads of all the people who were a part of it...you see it from altogether different mindsets, but not even once, would you feel wrong in a particular state...coz it's a logical flow of thoughts that's leading the mind to that state/expression/statement...so all seems fine...but if you see yourself from the eyes of the man standing in front of you, it's a new world...somewhere i feel like, i am the perfect professional guy, some places make me feel aweful about how i can't take even a call properly...some eyes look upto me, while some play me down...some minds think i'm underestimating my abilities, while some feel, that i couldn't make a better use of them...
so, i get back to my question...who am i...among all these perspectives, mindsets and thoughts, where is the real me???
how do i see myself...
May be-Live More...Know More!!!
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